DesiresĀ 

Acman decides he does not want his penis.

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Im Jason.  I gues i have a bit of an unusual story.  It is myine. It is an interesting one. I had started my own business.  It was  hard work.  It was sucesfull. 

I saw a lot of potential in it. I had accomplished a lot in a short amount of time.  The compony waa growing.  There was reason to believe it would continue to grow and thrive.  I wa very optomistic and i had every reason to be. 

I did however have a problem.  I had a distraction. It was a comon problem for males. It was my penis.i could get so much more done if it were not for that pesky little privy member. It was a nuance at first. 

I could get so much more done.my conpony could be more sucesfull. Time is wasted because i get horny and. Would have to deal with it.so i masturbate while i should be focusing on the business.  

I was not interested in being in a romance.  I had ruled out getting married or having children.  It was not something i wanted . i had rulled it out. 

I was stil obsessed witj lust. I stil had desires. I stil fantisized. I stil neded relief. Many thought i might be gay but i was not. To me sec was like food. It was a vital exersize. It was part of my nature.not a part i particularly liked. 

I came to dislike it. At first i joked about wanting to get rid of my dick.i was not serious. It was just a thought. What i believed was a pasing one. 

I thought i had moved the thought away never to be acessed again. The thought did not go away. It lingered.  I kept thinking about it and thinking about it. 

I had never had sex with another human.i had no plan to. I waa commited to asexuality.  At least that was my goal. Jacking off did not count. I saw it that way. It was fulfiling a biological imperitive. That was all it was. I resented it but did it anyways. 

I considered getting castrated.  I could live out my life as a eunuch. That realy would not brother me. I sat on it for a while.  I kept considering  it. I gave it a lot of thought. After weeks of contemplation, i made a decision. I was going to get a penectomy! 

I went to a surgeon who performed castration. Most doctors are reluctant to perform those kind of procedures. It is an elective surgery. It is maiming.  

I had to go though physiological evaluation.  I had to have time to think about it. I had to sign trilons of wavers. I finaly got the surgeon to agree to this pricedure.

I had a couple of mounths to get prepared for the procedure. The time had come. Basicaly i would stil be male. I would stil have a male pepee but it would be artificial.  I would not be able to have relations. I was ok with that. 

I pleasured myself for the very last time before the operation. The nect day i got ready. I was admited and was preped for surgery. I was whealed to the operating room. I was not going to be the same person who was whealed out as was whealed in.  

I woke up. I was groggy and out of it. I came tu. I eventialy started to remember everything. I was eiager to see my new thing looked like. 

A nurse came im and showed me. I loved it. I had to pee sitting down.  It was a bit messy. Sometimes i leeked. 

I was able to focus. I saw a women and thought nothing. I got so much done. I loved it. My business became more and more sucesfull.  I started an of schoot business that also took off. 

I did not miss my penis.  I did not miss the distraction.  It was great. While many would not understand.many would not approve.  It is a bit extreme. It is certainly not for everyone. It was a decision that was right for me. I have no regreets. I am glad i did it. 

The end. 

 

The target

The story of a man who fell victom to a female attacker.

I am dave. I had a prety normal life. I work in accounting in one of the bigest employies in the area.i had a comfortable life. I was content. That was all about to change. 

Anna elizebeth james had a grudge against men. She also was against breding and overpopulation.  She had been in and out of mental institutions.  No one thought she would become violent. She seemed to have her opinions but they seemed academic and philosophical.  No one though she would act on it. 

Aperently she had gone to ramdom houses. She targeted single men.men who lived alone. She went worked at night.usualy in the middle of night. From 200 am to 4:00. Usualy more towards the two side. The attacks were always in those windows.

She went into these houses. She cut off there penises. This was to get revenge on all males. She beleved all men were pigs.this also helped to fight overpopulation.  One less breader in the world. I was not her first victim. I was her seventh. She was carefull. Her victims all lived in different parts of the united sates and Canada.  None of her victoms were in the same region.  

I had gone to bed that night. I just wore a pair of blue shorts. I was sound asleep. I had no idea that my life was about to change foever. It would ever be the same. That was no hyperbole.  

I had left a window open ajar. She waa only five one. She was thin. She was able to force the window oppen.she crept in. She was inside. I had no idea that this had happened. I had bo idea that my life and my privy member was i. Serious jeopardy.  

Once inside, she crept furher into the building. She headed to the bedroom.  She always got excited when she got closer into my room. She always felt an adrenaline rush just before she did her dirty deed. The anticipation of the act made her horny. 

She came into my room. I remaned asleep.  I had no idea that she came into my room. Had i known i probably would have been quite freaked out. I was obvious to all of it.

She came in. She took out a knife. I was barefoot.  She tied my hands and feet. I was gaged.i tried to make noise.

I had no idea what was going on. She hardly looked like a cold blooded mutilator.  She looked like college coed or a watress at a bar. Was she going to rape me? I was so scared. 

Then she took out the knife. I wS convinced that she was going to murder me. While i hardly wanted to be raped, i really did not want to be killed especially by a petite murderes. 

She was strong for being so smal and thun. She held me down. She was able to overpower me. Were i not apalled by the imminent attack i might be impresssed. 

She ripef off my shorts and underware with the knife. Dawn i thought. I realy like your shorts. Yes i realy did think about that. Sometimes in dire situations you think about weird things. I did thst day. 

Then she took the knife to my penis. She just started cutting. I screamed though the gag. Blood went every where. She took the penis with her. She later incinerated it do that it could not be surgically reattached. To her the planet could not survive if too many men had there genitals intact. To her this was a gerila war for the survival of the planet. 

She aperently wanted her victoms mammed not dead. She wanted her victoms to live as eunichs perhaps. I think she hoped that they would see the wisdom in her action and eben embrace it. Maybe they would advocate for population control. Of course i would never do that. I understand Stockholm syindrome but this is s bit too far.  She called 911 as soon as she was out of the apartment.  The ambulance quickly arived. 

She drove as far away as she could get.she drove all the way to the coast.  She sold the car and got a new one. She went to another area.she looked for another victom.

They had to stop the bleeding.  They got me to a point where i was not going to totaly bleed out. I was put on a strecher snd rushed to the hospital.  

They were able to cauterize the wound. They then created a smal incision do i could pee. I would have to pee siting down. No more urinal. I was not too disappointed.  Although i found urinal convenient i was never a huge fan of them. 

When i first woke up i was very groggy.  I felt weak. I started to remember the attack. I was waring a diaper. I opened it. I saw my thing well i saw where my thing should be. I was stunned. 

The doctor and nurse came in. They explaned that urination would be painful and unpredictable.  I would be in pain on and off. 

I found it dificult to walk. I got a wheal chair. Most of the time i did not have to use it. I wore a diaper to prevent leakege. I was able to use the restroom most of the time. It was a dificult life. I tried to make the most of it. 

Anna was eventually caught. She tried to attack a man. A neighbor intervened. She was arested. She was put in jail and put in an orange jump suit. I was glad of that. 

I was able to return to work. I had to miss a lot of work.i had to go part time. My employer was very understanding. Unfortunately everyone at that job knew that was a shadow of my former self. I tried to make the most of it.

The end. 

Control

A farther and husbend is forced to be castrated due to an efort to combat overpopulation.

Im bary. I am a husband and farther. I owned a smal business.  I paid taxes and was a productive member of society.  

Several years back, a group of scientist,philosophers, acedemics and other people with too much time on there hands got together. They tried to come up with top problems and how to fix them. 

One of there isues was overpopulation. They came up with ways in whitch it could develop into a real problem.  They came up with the absolute worse case and argued why it could and probably would happen. 

They came up with a solution. Some men would be castrated. They would try to make it fair. There would be a system in place to determine how it would occur. 

This working group was determined to convince the government to go along with this. At first the government lauthed them out of there office. They took to the media. They staged protest in the capital citty. They waged a relentless campagn.they would not take a no for an answer.

After a long campagn,  the legislature decided to take up the issues. after a long debate, the legislature passed a law establishing penectomy for the perpose of population maintinence and rejuvenation.  

Many urged the head of sate not to sign into law. Feeling presue he did give his oficial conscent. 

Basically every male 18 and older had to register for the penectomy lotery. Several names were drawn. Those who had chuldren had to register more then once. They were more likly to be chosen. Sence i had twins there was a prety good chance i would be picked.

I knew that penectomy was a posobility. In a coyntry this size i never thought i would be chosen. Only about five percent had to endure government sectioned castration.  I thought i was safe. What were the ods i would be picked. I thought i was more likly to be struck by lighting or win the lotery. 

“Oh tomorrow you have to go to the town office ” my wife annie said.”i know! “I said. “Hey you dont want to get in trouble. Dont comply with the rules and the more likly you are to have your woo hoo cut off!”she said.

I did my civic duty. I reported and re registeted with the department of prosperous society. I filled out the paper work. Then i signed i. And sumbited it.

I did not think much about it. I had plenty to do. I had work. I did things around the house and spent time with the wife and the twins. 

One day i checked the mail. There was a lot of junk mail. An add for setilite tv. Flyers for retail stores. Then i saw a letter adressed to me from the department of prosperous society. I was schockrdw. My heart sank. 

I called anie in. I could hardly talk.it soynded more like a shriek. Annie ran in as first as she could.”hunnie whats wrong?  ” she asked.

I could not get s word out. I showef her the unopened letter. She looled at it.she hugged me. I calmed down and reluctently opened it up. Sure enough it said what i feared it would. 

“Dear mr. Lewis. This is to inform you that you have been silected to undergo castration.  You are to report to murcy hospital thirty days from this date. From now on you are prohibited from participating in any sexual acyivity that could leed to impregnation until the surgery. This includes with contraception.  Under the law ypon receving this you are legally a eunuch.  ”

It was signed by a regonal director for the department of a prosperous society. I cried like a baby. Annie juat held me. She was so scared for me.  While the procedure was designed to mame ,other then tbat it was fairly safe.they took every precaution to ensure that it was. 

Annie and i held eachother all night. We cried ourselves to sleep. I tried to do things i enjoyed to do before the mounth was up. It was like this gigentic storm cloud. There was nothing i could do about it. 

The day had arived. I dresed in a t shirt jeens and samdles. I arived before i was to report.i huged annie and the girls.then i went inside. I filled out the paper work. I was told to wait om a waiting area. 

Then i was told to follow a nurse. I was taken to a room. I striped to my underware. I put on a gowan. They got me preped for surgery. 

I was put to sleep during the procedure.  While i was sedated, they carefully removed my penis.they took most of it away. They then created basicaly a vagina like structure so that i could urinate.  I would have to pee sitting down. I was in la la la land while this was occuring. I was glad of that. I did not want to see this occuring. Not that i want to see this. 

After this i was put in recovery. I woke up in a private room. I woke up grogy ay first. I was on a lot of pain meds.  I started to come tu. 

I had a diaper on. I pulled it down.i saw where my penis used to be. There was not even a stub.i wanted to scream. I decided not to. I did not want to cause any undue problems.  I did not. 

I felt a bit weak. I gues it was to be expected. A major body part been surgically removed. I put the diaper back on.  

After a while the nurse checked on me.she was glad that i waa awake. She checked my temperature and did other vitals.it seemed that i was fine. 

Annie came in.she tookmy hand and stayed at my bed side. I was so glad to see her. She was a rare bright spot in all of this. 

They kept me for a few days for observation. After a few days,i was alowed to be duscharged. I was able to walk.i was in pain on and off. I was told to expect it for at least the imiduate future. I put on my cloths i wore before with a diaper. I was brought out in a wheal chair. We drove home. 

The next few days i waa fairly weak.i stayed in bed. Annie cuddled with me. I had to ajust to peing siting down.i felt differently.  I got emotional more easily.

I was different.  Annie and i grew apart. Eventually she left me. I did not blame her. I tried to ajust to life post penectomy. 

I took harmones.  I started to feel better. I became part of a new normal. I started to create a new personality.

Now i am hapier. I ware a womens panty. I ware a bra.i have alowed my boobs to grow. I warw womens cloths at home.  My facial hair no longer grows. I live as a man. I have discovered a famine side. It is not a pefect life but i make due. 

The end.

Extreme sentence

I am greg. I owned my own business.  I was hardly roling in The dough but i eaked out a good living. I got to a point where i could do mostly what i wanted to do. I owned a smal house and i had land. I was more then content.  Life was not perfect but it was workable.  

Usualy in the morning, i ran before i went to work. It gave me time to destressify and clear my head. Usually after a good run, i was ready to get on with the day. I had done this almoat every day for the last few years.  

This day it did go as it uasuly did. In the time i went on these walks there were no incidents. There was occasional dtray dogs who had a beef with me for who knows why. I never got bit or anything.  This fay there was an incident. It changed my life foever. 

I was a few minutes into my run when i heard a scream. I ran towards the noise. I discovered a young women who was about to be gang raped. I scared the woukd be rapist away. 

Her shirt had been ripped.  Her shorts were down. I went over to her. Fearing i was one of the rapest she screamed as the top of her lungs. I tried to calm her down . Before i could the police arived. 

She claimed i was one of the rapist. Aperently she did not see the others. She thought i was the only rapist. 

I insisted that i was not trying to attack her. All of the evidence indicated i was.  I was immediately atested. I protested but it did no good. 

Cuffs were put on me. I was led to a police cruiser.  I was taken to a police station. I hoped that this whole thing would sort itself out. 

I was taken to a holding cell. I laid down on the coat. I knew i was inocent. I tried to remain upbeat and hopfull. I hoped that when the victim would calm down she would realize her mistake. I tried not to fret about it. 

She never did remember the real rapist. She only remebered seing me. There were no witneses. There was no penitration.the evidence did not incriminate me but did not clear me. 

I was in the area. I was near her. Her shorts were down and t shirt ripped. I seemed to be the only one in the vinicity. The evidence was circumstances but it was there. I could nir refute her story.  It was reasonable for a jury to believe that i was in the process of participating in a sexual asult in progress. 

My lawer argued for reasonable doubt. He claimed that the prosicutuon did not prove beyond a reasonable doubt that i was about to rape her. My story of a gang was plausible.  The prosicutor argued that it is reasonable to conclufe that i was trying to raper her.

The jury did not buy my lawyer’s argument.  I was found guilty. I was shocked.  I was so sure that the prosecutor did not make his case. Aperently i was mistaken. I could not beleve this. I had been so sure that the truth would come out. I was hoping that the good would overcome evil. That had not happen.  

“Gregory j Rowland having been guilty of atempted rape , i hearby sentence you to under go a penectomy. “The judge said.

“Oh no!” i thought. I was beyond stuned. The thought of being castrated.  I think i would preferred to be put to death. I knew that penectomy was an a legal punishment in the republic. I never thought i would have to endure it. I accepted time in jail. Not this. This was beyound horible. This was way worse then my worst nightmere. 

I was alowed to go home. I was equipped with an ankle monitor.  I would get a phone call informing me when i needed to report for the sentence to be caried out.

I tried not to think about what was going to happen. I tried to relax. Tried to do things i enjoyed doing. My life was not going to ever be the same.  I was so nervous.  I tried to stay calm. That was definitely a losing battle and then some.

As the days went on, i staeted to foeget about the storm cloud hanging on my head. I gues i headed into a kind of normalcy bias. I knew that it would catch up with me. Of course it did. 

I got a call. I was to report to the nearest hospital at 700 am the following morning to undergo the procedure. I gulped. I acknowledged the order. I assured them that i would be. 

I barely slept that night. It was a very king night. Finally i gave up trying. I showered.  I looked at my penis knowing that by the end of the day it would be gone foever. 

I put o. A green t shirt jeens and sandles. I took a deep breath.  I drove to the hospital. I went to the security section of the hospital.  I went to the front desk. 

I gave my name.  I showed the paper work to the clerk. I was told to take a seat. One of the pamplet was how to care for yourself post penectomy. After reading a few lines,i decided that i would rather be suprised. It was better not to know until after it happened.  I would have to deal with it eventualy. I did not to have it just now. It was comming. I knew that.  

A nurse came out and called my name. I sighed and went in. I was told to diarobe.i pulled off my t shirt. Then my jeens. I took off my underware. 

I got on the bed. I was humiliated. I hated bwing naked in front of other people.  It was weird when the medical team entered. 

The nurse told me to masturbate. The screen displayed various phonographic images.  It made me very horny. My thing got very big. My penis was placed into a guillotine like structure. At the point where they were going to cut it i was going to have almost remaning. 

I was not given any thing for the pain. There was no anesthesia used. I was not knocked out or numbed in any way. My penis now very erect and stimulated was placed in the guillotine.  They gave me a few seconds.  Then the guillotine was pused. It fell on my woo hoo. I screamed and screamed. My yelps could be heared on the other side of the country i am sure. I have been in so much pain. 

The blood went everywhere. The medical team tried to cauterize the wound.  The medical team then rushed me off to sugery. 

Then i was brought to the operating room. This time i was knocked out.they did give me drugs. I was put under. They created an artificial virgina so that i could pee. I would now have to pee siting down. 

I woke up houers later.  I was grogy at first. Then i remembered. I was in a hospital gowan and diaper. I would have to be diapered now. They were not able to make me continent. I would have to adjust. 

I was in pain for days. I was discharged after a week. I was sentenced to get a penectomy.  I did not have to go to jail. At this point i am not a threat to anyone.  

My boobs started to come in. I decided to take harmones and my tits grew. I got a bra. I worw womens panties over my diaper. A frienr drove me home.

I spent the first few days home. I used a  Wheal chair at first. I was able to walk on my own power for of the time. I had a wheal chair just in case.  I ware dreses now. I mostly as a women. 

According to the census division, i am a phase two unique. I am neither male nor female. I am not sure what i am. I am not msle anymore  but not quite female. I feel male sometimes. Other times i do feel female. Its conplicated.

The gang who tried to rape lisa hermain were caught during a gang war.they found evidence that they tried to rape lisa. They confessed. 

I did not press charges against Lisa. She has been though enough. I did not sue the government but they settled with me. I dont need mony or want it. I do need help with medical bills. I want my thing back. That i cant get back. This will do.

The end.