DesiresĀ 

Acman decides he does not want his penis.

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Im Jason.  I gues i have a bit of an unusual story.  It is myine. It is an interesting one. I had started my own business.  It was  hard work.  It was sucesfull. 

I saw a lot of potential in it. I had accomplished a lot in a short amount of time.  The compony waa growing.  There was reason to believe it would continue to grow and thrive.  I wa very optomistic and i had every reason to be. 

I did however have a problem.  I had a distraction. It was a comon problem for males. It was my penis.i could get so much more done if it were not for that pesky little privy member. It was a nuance at first. 

I could get so much more done.my conpony could be more sucesfull. Time is wasted because i get horny and. Would have to deal with it.so i masturbate while i should be focusing on the business.  

I was not interested in being in a romance.  I had ruled out getting married or having children.  It was not something i wanted . i had rulled it out. 

I was stil obsessed witj lust. I stil had desires. I stil fantisized. I stil neded relief. Many thought i might be gay but i was not. To me sec was like food. It was a vital exersize. It was part of my nature.not a part i particularly liked. 

I came to dislike it. At first i joked about wanting to get rid of my dick.i was not serious. It was just a thought. What i believed was a pasing one. 

I thought i had moved the thought away never to be acessed again. The thought did not go away. It lingered.  I kept thinking about it and thinking about it. 

I had never had sex with another human.i had no plan to. I waa commited to asexuality.  At least that was my goal. Jacking off did not count. I saw it that way. It was fulfiling a biological imperitive. That was all it was. I resented it but did it anyways. 

I considered getting castrated.  I could live out my life as a eunuch. That realy would not brother me. I sat on it for a while.  I kept considering  it. I gave it a lot of thought. After weeks of contemplation, i made a decision. I was going to get a penectomy! 

I went to a surgeon who performed castration. Most doctors are reluctant to perform those kind of procedures. It is an elective surgery. It is maiming.  

I had to go though physiological evaluation.  I had to have time to think about it. I had to sign trilons of wavers. I finaly got the surgeon to agree to this pricedure.

I had a couple of mounths to get prepared for the procedure. The time had come. Basicaly i would stil be male. I would stil have a male pepee but it would be artificial.  I would not be able to have relations. I was ok with that. 

I pleasured myself for the very last time before the operation. The nect day i got ready. I was admited and was preped for surgery. I was whealed to the operating room. I was not going to be the same person who was whealed out as was whealed in.  

I woke up. I was groggy and out of it. I came tu. I eventialy started to remember everything. I was eiager to see my new thing looked like. 

A nurse came im and showed me. I loved it. I had to pee sitting down.  It was a bit messy. Sometimes i leeked. 

I was able to focus. I saw a women and thought nothing. I got so much done. I loved it. My business became more and more sucesfull.  I started an of schoot business that also took off. 

I did not miss my penis.  I did not miss the distraction.  It was great. While many would not understand.many would not approve.  It is a bit extreme. It is certainly not for everyone. It was a decision that was right for me. I have no regreets. I am glad i did it. 

The end. 

 

Control

A farther and husbend is forced to be castrated due to an efort to combat overpopulation.

Im bary. I am a husband and farther. I owned a smal business.  I paid taxes and was a productive member of society.  

Several years back, a group of scientist,philosophers, acedemics and other people with too much time on there hands got together. They tried to come up with top problems and how to fix them. 

One of there isues was overpopulation. They came up with ways in whitch it could develop into a real problem.  They came up with the absolute worse case and argued why it could and probably would happen. 

They came up with a solution. Some men would be castrated. They would try to make it fair. There would be a system in place to determine how it would occur. 

This working group was determined to convince the government to go along with this. At first the government lauthed them out of there office. They took to the media. They staged protest in the capital citty. They waged a relentless campagn.they would not take a no for an answer.

After a long campagn,  the legislature decided to take up the issues. after a long debate, the legislature passed a law establishing penectomy for the perpose of population maintinence and rejuvenation.  

Many urged the head of sate not to sign into law. Feeling presue he did give his oficial conscent. 

Basically every male 18 and older had to register for the penectomy lotery. Several names were drawn. Those who had chuldren had to register more then once. They were more likly to be chosen. Sence i had twins there was a prety good chance i would be picked.

I knew that penectomy was a posobility. In a coyntry this size i never thought i would be chosen. Only about five percent had to endure government sectioned castration.  I thought i was safe. What were the ods i would be picked. I thought i was more likly to be struck by lighting or win the lotery. 

“Oh tomorrow you have to go to the town office ” my wife annie said.”i know! “I said. “Hey you dont want to get in trouble. Dont comply with the rules and the more likly you are to have your woo hoo cut off!”she said.

I did my civic duty. I reported and re registeted with the department of prosperous society. I filled out the paper work. Then i signed i. And sumbited it.

I did not think much about it. I had plenty to do. I had work. I did things around the house and spent time with the wife and the twins. 

One day i checked the mail. There was a lot of junk mail. An add for setilite tv. Flyers for retail stores. Then i saw a letter adressed to me from the department of prosperous society. I was schockrdw. My heart sank. 

I called anie in. I could hardly talk.it soynded more like a shriek. Annie ran in as first as she could.”hunnie whats wrong?  ” she asked.

I could not get s word out. I showef her the unopened letter. She looled at it.she hugged me. I calmed down and reluctently opened it up. Sure enough it said what i feared it would. 

“Dear mr. Lewis. This is to inform you that you have been silected to undergo castration.  You are to report to murcy hospital thirty days from this date. From now on you are prohibited from participating in any sexual acyivity that could leed to impregnation until the surgery. This includes with contraception.  Under the law ypon receving this you are legally a eunuch.  ”

It was signed by a regonal director for the department of a prosperous society. I cried like a baby. Annie juat held me. She was so scared for me.  While the procedure was designed to mame ,other then tbat it was fairly safe.they took every precaution to ensure that it was. 

Annie and i held eachother all night. We cried ourselves to sleep. I tried to do things i enjoyed to do before the mounth was up. It was like this gigentic storm cloud. There was nothing i could do about it. 

The day had arived. I dresed in a t shirt jeens and samdles. I arived before i was to report.i huged annie and the girls.then i went inside. I filled out the paper work. I was told to wait om a waiting area. 

Then i was told to follow a nurse. I was taken to a room. I striped to my underware. I put on a gowan. They got me preped for surgery. 

I was put to sleep during the procedure.  While i was sedated, they carefully removed my penis.they took most of it away. They then created basicaly a vagina like structure so that i could urinate.  I would have to pee sitting down. I was in la la la land while this was occuring. I was glad of that. I did not want to see this occuring. Not that i want to see this. 

After this i was put in recovery. I woke up in a private room. I woke up grogy ay first. I was on a lot of pain meds.  I started to come tu. 

I had a diaper on. I pulled it down.i saw where my penis used to be. There was not even a stub.i wanted to scream. I decided not to. I did not want to cause any undue problems.  I did not. 

I felt a bit weak. I gues it was to be expected. A major body part been surgically removed. I put the diaper back on.  

After a while the nurse checked on me.she was glad that i waa awake. She checked my temperature and did other vitals.it seemed that i was fine. 

Annie came in.she tookmy hand and stayed at my bed side. I was so glad to see her. She was a rare bright spot in all of this. 

They kept me for a few days for observation. After a few days,i was alowed to be duscharged. I was able to walk.i was in pain on and off. I was told to expect it for at least the imiduate future. I put on my cloths i wore before with a diaper. I was brought out in a wheal chair. We drove home. 

The next few days i waa fairly weak.i stayed in bed. Annie cuddled with me. I had to ajust to peing siting down.i felt differently.  I got emotional more easily.

I was different.  Annie and i grew apart. Eventually she left me. I did not blame her. I tried to ajust to life post penectomy. 

I took harmones.  I started to feel better. I became part of a new normal. I started to create a new personality.

Now i am hapier. I ware a womens panty. I ware a bra.i have alowed my boobs to grow. I warw womens cloths at home.  My facial hair no longer grows. I live as a man. I have discovered a famine side. It is not a pefect life but i make due. 

The end.