Forced feminization part two incomplete 

part two about a man falsely convicted of murder and forced into a gender change. this one is from his perspective.

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I was falsely acused of murder. I was sentenced to life in prison.  I could not believe all this.  I hoped that justice would be served. If course that had not occurred.  I was convicted.

What could be worse then being falsely convicted and given a life sentence? I did not think any thing could be worse but it did. It got a lot worse. 

When i was going though intake, i was given two injections.  I should have known something was off. The shock of everything dulled my sances i gused. I was overwhelmed.  

As it turned out, the first injection caused my penis to shrink.  The injection would be given every day. With each injection,  my penis would shrink even more.  Eventually the penis will be almost microscopic. 

For intense and perposes i would be castrated.  I would be impotent. Unable to reproduce or engage in sexual activity of any kind. I had no idea how long it would be until i was totally impotent.  I was basically doomed the minute i was injected with the chemical castration vile. 

My penis was going to shrink and shrink.  There was nothing i could do about it. If the injections stoped the shrinking would stop.  The danege already incured could not be reversed. I was prety sure that that was not going to happen.  I could not dare to hope for that.  

The next injection made my boobs grow. The prison system was focused on punishment. There method of punushment was humiliation. Not obly did they want to contain a prisonor but they wanted to humiliate.  To degrade. 

Like the penis shrinking,  the injection to make my boobs grow will also be given every day once a day. Each day my tits would get bigger as well. 

I had a feeling that as bad as this was.it was goung to get worse and worse and of course it did. Man did it ever? 

I was given my ‘uniform’  if you could call it that. My uniform was a red dress that said ‘department of corections’ on it. I had to wear a bra and panty. I had to wear wonen’s cloths. I was not a big fan of this at all. 

I had to paint my fingernails and toe nail polish. They wanted me to act feminine. I was not sure what the philosophy behind this was. Was this for humiliation purposes only? Or was it desugned to nutrilize the male prisoners. The more feminine they are, the more dimure. I had no idea. I gues i realy did not need to know. 

Forced feminization.

a bussinesman is falsely convicted of murder and is subjected to an unusual penalty.

In the future, criminal justice became less concerned about correcting and more concerned about punishment. This was due to outrage by the general public. The public was outraged by the spread of crime and the lenient sentence fot serious crimes. 

Instead of reasonable punishments for crimes, the pendulum swung the other way. They went from the other extreme. Instead of light punishment, every crime was punushed by serious punishments. 

There was no murcy. No lientcy. Every crime ment serious time. No light sentences.  No minumum security. All crimimes were taken seriously. Steeling a peace of bread warented just as serious a penalty as murder. 

While society was technically still a free society, it did not feel that way.any citizen without a criminal record could vote and petition the government firwa redress of government.  Any crime even speeding or runing a red light or spiting on the sidewalk could leed to you losing your votings rights and citizenship.  It made people paranoid. The laws were convoluted. The law books were not easily understood. They were open to interpretarion by beroucrats and judges and other law enforcement oficials. 

Many inocent people were wrongfully convicted. Crimes that need not require lengthy jail sentences did leed to that.  Despite calls for reform. Those calls were not heeded. That did not accur. 

One of those wrongfully convicted was Jeff. Jeff had been an up and commer in society. He went to business school. He got a degree in business.  He worked at an existing compony until he felt ready to help start a compony of his own with partners. The compony was very successful.  

He had a great carer.  One day a bussiness rival killed his partner.  He framed jeff for the crime. He was carefull in covering his tracts.  He provided plenty of evidence implicating jeff. 

Jeff found the body. Although he called the police. The police did suspect him. The evidence did seem to implicate him. He fully cooperated with police. That did not matter. He was still arrested.   

The ptosicutor was tough and relentless.  Though he got a good lawyer,  the ptosicuton whiped the people into a frenzy. The government presented a case that jeff was part of a mercantile class were attempting a hostile takeover.  They wanted a oligarchy where government was controled by the business elites.  Jeff believe he was above the law.

The jurry who were carefully handpicked by the prosecution.  The jury did convict. Although jeff’s ligal team begged for murcy, the jury decided to sentence him to life in prison.  He had a feeling by then that they would throw the book at him. Of course they did. 

After time stil on bail, he was to report to the court house to be formerly sentenced.  Then his bail would be revoked and he would be off to jail mostlikly for the rest of his life.  That was how it was. He had accepted it at this point. 

After the sentence he was placed in shackles.  He was put on a prison transport. He was escorted to the correctional facility. This would become his life and his home for a long time. 

He was taken to intake. He had worn a dark shirt with a blue shirt and red tie. He had to remove his shoes and sox. He then had to strip naked. He was ordered to undress. He complied.

He took off the sports coat. He handed it to the secuity gourd. .the corection officer took the coat. He undid his tie and pulled it off. Then he unbuttoned his shirt. He then handed it to the c.o. then he pulled his belt.  The gaurd took it.

Then he unzipped his pants and pulled it to his feet. Then he removed them..he put it on a table. He then renoved the white undrrwear brief. He was now naked. He felt humiliated and dehumanized. He had no choice. He had no say in it. 

He had to take a shower. He was told to wash everything. They wached him wash himself.a gourd dried him off with a towel. He was then taken back to intake.

He was put on a gurnery. His hands and feet were placed into restraints. His legs had been spread. His hands were spread out as well. His pubic hair , lag hair and every hair on his body was renoved. It was degrading.

He was taken naked to the infirmary. He was given an exam by medical oficials. He was given an injection.he was not informed what the injection was. He would not want to know. 

He was given another injection. Then he was taken to the warden’s office. He hated stil being in the nude.Aperently this was standered procedure. He hoped at some point he would be provided clothing. He decided he should not ask. Asking questiones could be a violation of an unwritten rule. One that could leed to a punishment.  He kept silent.  

The warden told him to sit down. He complied. The chair was medle and cold.”i run a tight ship. You obey the rules. There will be no trouble. You keep to the rules ,there will be no trouble. ” the warden said.”i intend to keep to the rules sir.” he said.”good!” the warden said. 

“Something else! The injection. You will be given two injections every day. One is designed to make your penis shrink. It will take time but evenualy your penis will be microscopic. You will basicaly castrated.” the warden said. 

He looked at his thing. “You will have a small penis.  You will have to pee sitting down. You will use to it. The other injection will cause your boobs to grow. Your hair will grow. You will experience some mood and hormonal changes as well. ” the warden said.

He was shocked. He was going to become more women. He would not be either. “From hear you will be given your uniforms. You will wear a uniform dress,  bra and panty..that is required to wear all of those. ” the warden said. 

He was led to a changing area. He was given a red dress,bra and panty.  He was shocked. He had the gaurd help him put his bra on. He put the panty on. Then he put the dress on.he was given nail polish and toe nail.  He saw other male inmates. They all wore dreses. 

After a few days he noticed that his penis had already started shrinking. He saw that his boobs were growing. In a mounth he had a good size of tits. He had a teny thing now. 

He could only read romance novals or watch feminine program. He tried to make the best of it. He felt more and more femine all the time. He knew in a year he would probably not recognize himself. 

The end. 

I had taken a hiatus from writing on wordpress. I am goung to try to write more on this site. 

Life after penectomy

A businesman is forced to have a penectomy.

Craig used to be very outgoing. He was never outregious but he was fun.he was a responsible person. He was appropriate.  If you needed a laugh, you could always count on him with a laugh. 

He worked at a fairly good sized compony. Craig worked as a mid level manager. His superiors considered him an aset to the company.  He had climb the ladder from mail room to a manager. Orher companies tried to snatch him away from them. The compony was able to keep him at the company.  

Things seemed to changed for him. He was different now. He was still just a hard of a worker as he had always been.  He was more quiet. He was more stoic. He did not crack jokes any more or laugh.  He was far more serious now. He was not like he used to be. 

He was not outgoing. He usualy kept to himself now. Before, he usualy did hang out with others. He took lunch when others did.  He took lunch privately now. 

People were taken aback by his new attitude. They were concern. His superiors talked to him but he assured them that he was fine . His superiors did not think his change had afected his work. They decided to keep an eye on him for warning signs, he seemed to be fine.  His work was stil good. 

What caused such a dramatic change in a person. Why is a bubly person now sullen and wirhdrawn? What causes that. While manny were concerned and curios no one really try to find out what was going on. No one was that caring and concerned. At the moment,  it did not really effect any one else.

Craig grew up in a middle class family. His farther worked for a factory.  He worked a union job. Craig put himself though college.  After graduating from bussiness school, he went to work for edson industeries.

He was maried for a while. He had a kid. The marriage ended. He mostly kept to himself.  He did not really date much. He did a little bit but nothing serious. 

He was attractive. Women at the office liked him . Some flirted with him and he flurted back. It was always restraned. It only went so far. That was before.

He had felt weird. He had no idea why. He tried to dismiss it. He went to his doctor. The doctor had a serries of test conducted on him. 

“You have penile cancer. Right now it is localized to the penile area. If we act quickly, we can stop the cancer from spred of the cancer. I am confident that we can remove the cancerous tisure for good. We have to act now. ” the doctor told him.

“What do you have to do to stop it?” craig asked. “We have to remove the cancer. I am afraid that we have to perform a full penectomy!” the doctor said .

“Your going to totaly remove my penis? ” he asked. “I am afraid given the agresive nature of this cancer,  we really have no choice.  If we do not give you a full and complete penectomy, the cancer will spread. If that hapends, there is no telling what damage it will do. Look basically you have two choices.  Either have a penectomy or risk life and limb literally.  ” the doctor said. 

He knew that he had to have this surgery. He was not going to take this risk. The steakes were way too high. Though he did not want to lose his peepee, it was better to lose his thing then lose other organs or risk his life. 

He took one last look at his penis.  He did not want to hsve his manhood removed. Better to go though life without a privy member if it ment living he suposed. 

He was prepped for surgery . he was out under. He woke up after. He did not feel different at first. When he saw it he freaked out. There was just a stump now.  

He had to pee sitting down. It waa messy. He wore a diaper just for protection. He was mostly able to mantain bladder control. It was emberising. He felt like half a man now. He did not feel like a man. What was he now? Was he male or something else? That question hunted him deeply.  

He tried to keep it secreet. He hardly ever took vacation time. He had plenty of vacation time and personal time. He was criptic about his vacation plans. Everyone knew the man who left for vacation was not the same person who came back. 

He tried to adjust to life without a penis. He used family bathroom as much as he could.  He was carefull not to have his secret revealed. 

If ladies flurted with him, he rebuffed . he withdrew. He was determined to keep this secreet. He did not want anyone to know. 

He joined a suport group. The group helped. A friend on a suport group urged him to find a gay person who did not mind that he no longer had a thing. 

He went on gay dating sites. He met ron. Ron was cute. He explained his situation to ron. The two became friends. 

One day ron pulled off Craig’s shirt. He hesitated but ron kept going.  He took off ron’s shirt. Ron pulled off his pants and diapers. Ron was ok with the formerly penile area. 

He licked ron’s cock. It felt so good. He lived ron things in his back. He and ron became closer and closer. Ron moved in. 

He sudenly became happy again. He adjusted to the new normal. His life was not great but it worked. He turned lemons into lemonade. It worked for him. It was not glorious but it was life.

The end. 

Male rape

A detective probes a series of rapes and penectomys.

David was walking home from work one night. He had a car but he liked to walk. He did not live far from his home. He felt he could not justify using his car to travel home where he lives so close to home. He was a bit of an environmentalist.  He wanted to do something to reduce his carbon footprint.  

That and he liked to walk. It alowed him to destresify. He used this time to clear his head. 

Tonight was a bit different.  He sensed that something was off. He had no idea what it was.  He was prety sure that something was a miss. He just kept walking. 

All of a sudden,  he fell to the ground.he had been pushed. He tried to get up but was prevented from doing so. He was pinned down.

He saw a would be attacker wearing all black and wearing a mask. The attacker got on top of him. The attacker unzipped his pants. They were pulled down. 

He thought to himself. Oh i am about to be raped.  The attacker ripped his underware. The attacker rubed his penis.  His penis got erect.

He was apalled. Why was his thing becoming erect.  He did not want to be horny. He was being violated,assaulted.  He did not want to be stimulated by what was a crime committed against him. This was wrong. Yet a part of him apparently enjoyed it. 

The attacker forced his thing into them.he started to suspect that this attacker was a women. Female rapists were rare but they did exist. 

He felt his seed going into her. Then she pulled out a knife. Oh no he thought.  She was going to kill mr he thought. 

He felt his penis being cut it.he writhed in pain. He was rendered unconscious.  He felt hinself fading out.

A female jogger found him. She dialed 911 on her cell phone.  Ambulence arived. He was rushed to a hospital. 

Detective ron kuster went to the e.r. “the victom is david elder. He is twenty five years old. He is head of the accounting officer of blanton enterprises. He was raped before the penectomy. He is stable. ” a nurse said. 

He woke up groggy. He had no idea what had hapened. The doctor explaned that his thing was totaly gone. 

Detective kuster believed that this was a serial attacker. He believed that There would be more. 

The police put out a warning to men who walked alone. They were advised to be on gaurd at all times. While the police tried to get clues to aprehend this attacker before she can attack again.  

Men in the town took heed with the warnings. Manny avoided the streets especially at night.

Dr. Donald bril was driving home. He was driving home so he did not wory himself too much. The car lost power. He tried to start it up. Nothing was happening.  The car just died. The power was just sudenly gone. 

What dr. Brill did not know was the attacker  used an electro magnetic pulse.  He saw a masked indivudel come opened the door and lunged at him. 

She ripped his pants and then his underware.  She got his thing erect. Then she forced it into her. After she was done his thing was cut off.

Detective kuster and his partner were called to the hospital. “The victom is dr. Donald brill. He is an attending physusion hear. He is 38-year-old and is maried with four children. His penis was removed.  ” the nurse said. 

“Brilent. Our killer changed tatics. She used an e.m.p and targeted a driver. ” kuster said. 

“Do we have a paturn?” the police captain asked. “The  targets males. The killer rapes them then takes away there ability to reproduce.  The killer may have been a victom of sex crimes.  This could be a way to get back.some kind of empowerment. ” kuster said. 

“Is this a feminest wowier?”the captain asked. “Not quite.  The killer is not fighting for eqality or dominence. This is a way to bring justice. Closure. ” kuster said.

“How do we stop this killer?” the captain said. “I dont know yet. I am still working on that. The killer is adaptive. I dont know that she will attack in the same way. It will be a male. He will be raped then emasculated. ” kuster said. 

Kuster went home. He took off his shoes and sox. He liked to go batefoot. He hated sox. The climate hear nesasited wearing sox even thoughhe disliked it. He walked further inside. 

He fell to the ground. The rapist. “Dont do this!” he incisted. The rapist refused to talk. “I will find you. You cannot get away not foever. “Kuster said. 

The attacker did not listen. The attacker unzipped his pants. Then his underware was ripped. He tried to fight the sensation.  He refused to get turned on. 

His body betrayed him.  He was getting turned on. She put his thing into him. She kept putting it in. 

After she cut it off. He screamed in pain. He passed out. He was able to call 911. The police arived.  

Detective belinda greer came in. She was so sad for him. He felt awfull. He hated not having a penis.

The trail went cold. The attacks stopped.  It made sense. Attacks dont just stop. These had. Kuster tried to figure it out. He concluded that for now the goals of the attacks had been met. What were those goals?

He suspected that the unsub wanted to become pregnant.  The unsub kept attacking until she get pregnant.  Now he just had to find a newly pregnant women. 

He did some checking.  He checked the records. Brenna kage was 23. She never discussed the pregnancy. Who was the father.  

She lived near the first two attacks.  She had been the victom of rape. The rape accured right by the sight of the first attack.  She had become pregnant but miscaried. The evidence was circumstantial. 

She was brought in. She confessed imidiently. She did not try to hide it. She wanted to reclaim the power he took away. No one would date her once they found out that she had been raped.  Now she was pregnant. 

As it  Turned out,ron was the farther. She was sentenced to life in prison. She gave birth to a healthy baby girl. Ron filed for custody of the little girl. He was granted custody.  

He had a magshift hole created so he urinate. He was in pain constently. He wore a diaper as he still leaked.he took a desk job but stayed on the force. 

The end. 

Oops! 

A man suposed to have knee sugery gets a diffetent procedure.

I was very weak. i woke up in my hospital bed. I was suprise how weak i was. I suspected that the drugs stil had not totaly worn off. I felt realy weird. I had never had major surgery before so this was a new fronteer for me.  I still felt like this was abnormal. I really did not like it. Not at all. 

I decided to ring the nerse. It was  a short period of time before the nurse arrived.  I had never met the nurse before.  She appeared to have a very ling face. It could just be rested sas face syimdrome. I had no bases to judge that.  I had a sneky suspicion that the surgery did not go off without a hitch. For some reason i was certain of that. 

“Your awake?” the nurse said. “Did you think that i would not wake up?”i asked. She looked me over.she took my sats and recorded them on my chart. She never answered my questione. If i was not concerned before, i certainly was now.  Something was defiantly up. 

She completed the test.  She asked me some medical questions.  Then she left. She told me that the doctor would be there soon. 

Then after a while several doctors and nurses entered. They all had stern faces.  I had no idea if this is bad news or that. 

“Mr. Braden you came in for knee surgery?” the doctor asked in more of a rherorical question.  ” yes i was. ” i replied.

“There was a complication.” a women dresed in a white lab and blouse and skirt. I later learned that she was a pyschologest who specialized in trauma.  She headed up the hospital malpractice commite. 

“What kind of complications? ” i asked. ” the surgical team got yout chart misplaced with another. The error was not uncovered until after the procedure occured.”the doctor who appeared to be in charge said.

I really did not like like where this was going. I tried not to jump ahead.i mearly listened. I tried to keep calm and remain objective. 

“You see mt braden you were suposed to have knee replacement. That was not the surgery that was performed. “A younger doctor that had been silent before said.

“Ok! What procedure was performed?” i asked. I was getting a bit agitated.  I tried to mantain my composure. By the way people were acting i was begining to think this was serious then i suspected. In retrospect as bad as the senerios i came up with, the truth was far worse. 

” well mr. Braden your chart was switched with a patient that was sheduled to have a penectomy. ” the lead doctor said. 

“Oh no! You got to be kidding! Please tell me you did not remove my penis! ” i said. I removed the blanket. I went inside my hospital gowan. I had a diaper on. I opened the diaper.

My penis was gone. It had totaly been removed. They created a hole that i could urinate it. It looked crude. I wanted to scream. I did not want to show any greef in front of them. These strangers. Those who caused this. Those who screwed up. 

I was stuned. How could this had happened.  How could they have messed up this bad? What i was going to do. I has lost my male privy member. What was i? I was half the man. I was a eunuch.  I was out raged sad and every orher emotion in between. 

What was even worse was that she had performed the knee surgery. They wanted to reshedule the original operation at a later date. I told them that was not going to hapen.mayby at some point i might have that surgery done.  That would not be done at this hospital. I could not get out of hear fast enough. 

I was glad that the surgical team left.i felt awful. I could not believe this. I wanted to cry but i would not cry hear. They do not get to see my years.they had broken me but i was not totaly destoyed. I stil had my dignity. I would not throw that away. 

The pain came and went. I was given drugs. I wanted to go home. The doctors felt it would be unsafe.  I demanded to speak to an ombudsman.  I even mentioned the possibility of geting a judge to order me released. A kind of habeas corpus.  They convinced me to go to a short term rehabilitation center.  As long as i got out of this place it was fine. Being. In a touture chamber in the middle ages would be preferable to hear. 

I was sent to a rehab hospital. I was given pain killers. I was given the option of reconstructive surgery that would resrore a penis.  I did not want any more surgery.

I was sligly incontinent. I kept wearing a diaper. I was not sure if i was male or female any more.i got estrogin injection.eventually i was able to go home.my sister let me stay with her. My family helped me out. I had a wheal chair but could walk on my own power most of the time.  

I sued the hospital. I was given a lot of mony. I used the nony to pay my medical bills and legal bills and other debts.i did not use a cent of it for anything but bills most of whitch waS incured due to the incident.  That was all i cared about.

I tried to move on as best as i could. I would make the best of it. I would go on. 

The end. 

Desires 

Acman decides he does not want his penis.

Im Jason.  I gues i have a bit of an unusual story.  It is myine. It is an interesting one. I had started my own business.  It was  hard work.  It was sucesfull. 

I saw a lot of potential in it. I had accomplished a lot in a short amount of time.  The compony waa growing.  There was reason to believe it would continue to grow and thrive.  I wa very optomistic and i had every reason to be. 

I did however have a problem.  I had a distraction. It was a comon problem for males. It was my penis.i could get so much more done if it were not for that pesky little privy member. It was a nuance at first. 

I could get so much more done.my conpony could be more sucesfull. Time is wasted because i get horny and. Would have to deal with it.so i masturbate while i should be focusing on the business.  

I was not interested in being in a romance.  I had ruled out getting married or having children.  It was not something i wanted . i had rulled it out. 

I was stil obsessed witj lust. I stil had desires. I stil fantisized. I stil neded relief. Many thought i might be gay but i was not. To me sec was like food. It was a vital exersize. It was part of my nature.not a part i particularly liked. 

I came to dislike it. At first i joked about wanting to get rid of my dick.i was not serious. It was just a thought. What i believed was a pasing one. 

I thought i had moved the thought away never to be acessed again. The thought did not go away. It lingered.  I kept thinking about it and thinking about it. 

I had never had sex with another human.i had no plan to. I waa commited to asexuality.  At least that was my goal. Jacking off did not count. I saw it that way. It was fulfiling a biological imperitive. That was all it was. I resented it but did it anyways. 

I considered getting castrated.  I could live out my life as a eunuch. That realy would not brother me. I sat on it for a while.  I kept considering  it. I gave it a lot of thought. After weeks of contemplation, i made a decision. I was going to get a penectomy! 

I went to a surgeon who performed castration. Most doctors are reluctant to perform those kind of procedures. It is an elective surgery. It is maiming.  

I had to go though physiological evaluation.  I had to have time to think about it. I had to sign trilons of wavers. I finaly got the surgeon to agree to this pricedure.

I had a couple of mounths to get prepared for the procedure. The time had come. Basicaly i would stil be male. I would stil have a male pepee but it would be artificial.  I would not be able to have relations. I was ok with that. 

I pleasured myself for the very last time before the operation. The nect day i got ready. I was admited and was preped for surgery. I was whealed to the operating room. I was not going to be the same person who was whealed out as was whealed in.  

I woke up. I was groggy and out of it. I came tu. I eventialy started to remember everything. I was eiager to see my new thing looked like. 

A nurse came im and showed me. I loved it. I had to pee sitting down.  It was a bit messy. Sometimes i leeked. 

I was able to focus. I saw a women and thought nothing. I got so much done. I loved it. My business became more and more sucesfull.  I started an of schoot business that also took off. 

I did not miss my penis.  I did not miss the distraction.  It was great. While many would not understand.many would not approve.  It is a bit extreme. It is certainly not for everyone. It was a decision that was right for me. I have no regreets. I am glad i did it. 

The end. 

 

The target

The story of a man who fell victom to a female attacker.

I am dave. I had a prety normal life. I work in accounting in one of the bigest employies in the area.i had a comfortable life. I was content. That was all about to change. 

Anna elizebeth james had a grudge against men. She also was against breding and overpopulation.  She had been in and out of mental institutions.  No one thought she would become violent. She seemed to have her opinions but they seemed academic and philosophical.  No one though she would act on it. 

Aperently she had gone to ramdom houses. She targeted single men.men who lived alone. She went worked at night.usualy in the middle of night. From 200 am to 4:00. Usualy more towards the two side. The attacks were always in those windows.

She went into these houses. She cut off there penises. This was to get revenge on all males. She beleved all men were pigs.this also helped to fight overpopulation.  One less breader in the world. I was not her first victim. I was her seventh. She was carefull. Her victims all lived in different parts of the united sates and Canada.  None of her victoms were in the same region.  

I had gone to bed that night. I just wore a pair of blue shorts. I was sound asleep. I had no idea that my life was about to change foever. It would ever be the same. That was no hyperbole.  

I had left a window open ajar. She waa only five one. She was thin. She was able to force the window oppen.she crept in. She was inside. I had no idea that this had happened. I had bo idea that my life and my privy member was i. Serious jeopardy.  

Once inside, she crept furher into the building. She headed to the bedroom.  She always got excited when she got closer into my room. She always felt an adrenaline rush just before she did her dirty deed. The anticipation of the act made her horny. 

She came into my room. I remaned asleep.  I had no idea that she came into my room. Had i known i probably would have been quite freaked out. I was obvious to all of it.

She came in. She took out a knife. I was barefoot.  She tied my hands and feet. I was gaged.i tried to make noise.

I had no idea what was going on. She hardly looked like a cold blooded mutilator.  She looked like college coed or a watress at a bar. Was she going to rape me? I was so scared. 

Then she took out the knife. I wS convinced that she was going to murder me. While i hardly wanted to be raped, i really did not want to be killed especially by a petite murderes. 

She was strong for being so smal and thun. She held me down. She was able to overpower me. Were i not apalled by the imminent attack i might be impresssed. 

She ripef off my shorts and underware with the knife. Dawn i thought. I realy like your shorts. Yes i realy did think about that. Sometimes in dire situations you think about weird things. I did thst day. 

Then she took the knife to my penis. She just started cutting. I screamed though the gag. Blood went every where. She took the penis with her. She later incinerated it do that it could not be surgically reattached. To her the planet could not survive if too many men had there genitals intact. To her this was a gerila war for the survival of the planet. 

She aperently wanted her victoms mammed not dead. She wanted her victoms to live as eunichs perhaps. I think she hoped that they would see the wisdom in her action and eben embrace it. Maybe they would advocate for population control. Of course i would never do that. I understand Stockholm syindrome but this is s bit too far.  She called 911 as soon as she was out of the apartment.  The ambulance quickly arived. 

She drove as far away as she could get.she drove all the way to the coast.  She sold the car and got a new one. She went to another area.she looked for another victom.

They had to stop the bleeding.  They got me to a point where i was not going to totaly bleed out. I was put on a strecher snd rushed to the hospital.  

They were able to cauterize the wound. They then created a smal incision do i could pee. I would have to pee siting down. No more urinal. I was not too disappointed.  Although i found urinal convenient i was never a huge fan of them. 

When i first woke up i was very groggy.  I felt weak. I started to remember the attack. I was waring a diaper. I opened it. I saw my thing well i saw where my thing should be. I was stunned. 

The doctor and nurse came in. They explaned that urination would be painful and unpredictable.  I would be in pain on and off. 

I found it dificult to walk. I got a wheal chair. Most of the time i did not have to use it. I wore a diaper to prevent leakege. I was able to use the restroom most of the time. It was a dificult life. I tried to make the most of it. 

Anna was eventually caught. She tried to attack a man. A neighbor intervened. She was arested. She was put in jail and put in an orange jump suit. I was glad of that. 

I was able to return to work. I had to miss a lot of work.i had to go part time. My employer was very understanding. Unfortunately everyone at that job knew that was a shadow of my former self. I tried to make the most of it.

The end.