Life after penectomy

A businesman is forced to have a penectomy.

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Craig used to be very outgoing. He was never outregious but he was fun.he was a responsible person. He was appropriate.  If you needed a laugh, you could always count on him with a laugh. 

He worked at a fairly good sized compony. Craig worked as a mid level manager. His superiors considered him an aset to the company.  He had climb the ladder from mail room to a manager. Orher companies tried to snatch him away from them. The compony was able to keep him at the company.  

Things seemed to changed for him. He was different now. He was still just a hard of a worker as he had always been.  He was more quiet. He was more stoic. He did not crack jokes any more or laugh.  He was far more serious now. He was not like he used to be. 

He was not outgoing. He usualy kept to himself now. Before, he usualy did hang out with others. He took lunch when others did.  He took lunch privately now. 

People were taken aback by his new attitude. They were concern. His superiors talked to him but he assured them that he was fine . His superiors did not think his change had afected his work. They decided to keep an eye on him for warning signs, he seemed to be fine.  His work was stil good. 

What caused such a dramatic change in a person. Why is a bubly person now sullen and wirhdrawn? What causes that. While manny were concerned and curios no one really try to find out what was going on. No one was that caring and concerned. At the moment,  it did not really effect any one else.

Craig grew up in a middle class family. His farther worked for a factory.  He worked a union job. Craig put himself though college.  After graduating from bussiness school, he went to work for edson industeries.

He was maried for a while. He had a kid. The marriage ended. He mostly kept to himself.  He did not really date much. He did a little bit but nothing serious. 

He was attractive. Women at the office liked him . Some flirted with him and he flurted back. It was always restraned. It only went so far. That was before.

He had felt weird. He had no idea why. He tried to dismiss it. He went to his doctor. The doctor had a serries of test conducted on him. 

“You have penile cancer. Right now it is localized to the penile area. If we act quickly, we can stop the cancer from spred of the cancer. I am confident that we can remove the cancerous tisure for good. We have to act now. ” the doctor told him.

“What do you have to do to stop it?” craig asked. “We have to remove the cancer. I am afraid that we have to perform a full penectomy!” the doctor said .

“Your going to totaly remove my penis? ” he asked. “I am afraid given the agresive nature of this cancer,  we really have no choice.  If we do not give you a full and complete penectomy, the cancer will spread. If that hapends, there is no telling what damage it will do. Look basically you have two choices.  Either have a penectomy or risk life and limb literally.  ” the doctor said. 

He knew that he had to have this surgery. He was not going to take this risk. The steakes were way too high. Though he did not want to lose his peepee, it was better to lose his thing then lose other organs or risk his life. 

He took one last look at his penis.  He did not want to hsve his manhood removed. Better to go though life without a privy member if it ment living he suposed. 

He was prepped for surgery . he was out under. He woke up after. He did not feel different at first. When he saw it he freaked out. There was just a stump now.  

He had to pee sitting down. It waa messy. He wore a diaper just for protection. He was mostly able to mantain bladder control. It was emberising. He felt like half a man now. He did not feel like a man. What was he now? Was he male or something else? That question hunted him deeply.  

He tried to keep it secreet. He hardly ever took vacation time. He had plenty of vacation time and personal time. He was criptic about his vacation plans. Everyone knew the man who left for vacation was not the same person who came back. 

He tried to adjust to life without a penis. He used family bathroom as much as he could.  He was carefull not to have his secret revealed. 

If ladies flurted with him, he rebuffed . he withdrew. He was determined to keep this secreet. He did not want anyone to know. 

He joined a suport group. The group helped. A friend on a suport group urged him to find a gay person who did not mind that he no longer had a thing. 

He went on gay dating sites. He met ron. Ron was cute. He explained his situation to ron. The two became friends. 

One day ron pulled off Craig’s shirt. He hesitated but ron kept going.  He took off ron’s shirt. Ron pulled off his pants and diapers. Ron was ok with the formerly penile area. 

He licked ron’s cock. It felt so good. He lived ron things in his back. He and ron became closer and closer. Ron moved in. 

He sudenly became happy again. He adjusted to the new normal. His life was not great but it worked. He turned lemons into lemonade. It worked for him. It was not glorious but it was life.

The end. 

DesiresĀ 

Acman decides he does not want his penis.

Im Jason.  I gues i have a bit of an unusual story.  It is myine. It is an interesting one. I had started my own business.  It was  hard work.  It was sucesfull. 

I saw a lot of potential in it. I had accomplished a lot in a short amount of time.  The compony waa growing.  There was reason to believe it would continue to grow and thrive.  I wa very optomistic and i had every reason to be. 

I did however have a problem.  I had a distraction. It was a comon problem for males. It was my penis.i could get so much more done if it were not for that pesky little privy member. It was a nuance at first. 

I could get so much more done.my conpony could be more sucesfull. Time is wasted because i get horny and. Would have to deal with it.so i masturbate while i should be focusing on the business.  

I was not interested in being in a romance.  I had ruled out getting married or having children.  It was not something i wanted . i had rulled it out. 

I was stil obsessed witj lust. I stil had desires. I stil fantisized. I stil neded relief. Many thought i might be gay but i was not. To me sec was like food. It was a vital exersize. It was part of my nature.not a part i particularly liked. 

I came to dislike it. At first i joked about wanting to get rid of my dick.i was not serious. It was just a thought. What i believed was a pasing one. 

I thought i had moved the thought away never to be acessed again. The thought did not go away. It lingered.  I kept thinking about it and thinking about it. 

I had never had sex with another human.i had no plan to. I waa commited to asexuality.  At least that was my goal. Jacking off did not count. I saw it that way. It was fulfiling a biological imperitive. That was all it was. I resented it but did it anyways. 

I considered getting castrated.  I could live out my life as a eunuch. That realy would not brother me. I sat on it for a while.  I kept considering  it. I gave it a lot of thought. After weeks of contemplation, i made a decision. I was going to get a penectomy! 

I went to a surgeon who performed castration. Most doctors are reluctant to perform those kind of procedures. It is an elective surgery. It is maiming.  

I had to go though physiological evaluation.  I had to have time to think about it. I had to sign trilons of wavers. I finaly got the surgeon to agree to this pricedure.

I had a couple of mounths to get prepared for the procedure. The time had come. Basicaly i would stil be male. I would stil have a male pepee but it would be artificial.  I would not be able to have relations. I was ok with that. 

I pleasured myself for the very last time before the operation. The nect day i got ready. I was admited and was preped for surgery. I was whealed to the operating room. I was not going to be the same person who was whealed out as was whealed in.  

I woke up. I was groggy and out of it. I came tu. I eventialy started to remember everything. I was eiager to see my new thing looked like. 

A nurse came im and showed me. I loved it. I had to pee sitting down.  It was a bit messy. Sometimes i leeked. 

I was able to focus. I saw a women and thought nothing. I got so much done. I loved it. My business became more and more sucesfull.  I started an of schoot business that also took off. 

I did not miss my penis.  I did not miss the distraction.  It was great. While many would not understand.many would not approve.  It is a bit extreme. It is certainly not for everyone. It was a decision that was right for me. I have no regreets. I am glad i did it. 

The end.